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This is going to be a random post, filled with random notions and thoughts from my head today. And yes, that does mean it doesn't have to make sense. 1. Visited Universal Studios Singapore today, will never, never, NEVER go on that new Battlestar Galactica Ride with kor. I prefer to keep both my feet on the ground and my body upright, thank you very much. 2. I look unglam in every photo I've taken. 3. 4 years ago, I would have truly enjoyed myself. Today, I am (of course) more relaxed, but there's still a lot of stuff going on in there. God save the queen. 4. I am a complete retard because I failed to say what mattered the most. 5. I thought I had nothing left to lose. Turns out I was wrong- the only thing keeping me alive is a small part of my sanity and habit (of not allowing myself to flunk every test). 6. I'd very much like to find some peace, but I will NEVER do that by suicide. I personally feel that running away isn't the right way to solve things, ever though it may (sometimes) be the easiest. 7. I really, really need to rest. Properly. As in NO HOMEWORK, NO SCHOOL properly. 8. I may be partially insane, but I still have enough sanity for logical reasoning (though I try to avoid it most of the time- it gives me headaches). 9. I refuse to accept reality sometimes, even though I know its true (it's true). 10. I try not to cry, even though I know I have to. Most of the time I succeed. That pretty much sums it up. I guess. "Sometimes I wonder if you've ever thought of me the same way I think of you." |