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Just smile. Saturday, February 13, 2010 , 8:35 PM
Happy CNY and Valentine's eve!

I've eaten Yu Sheng twice already, once today and another time during the CNY dinner on Thursday. That was the day I was both damn high and damn depressed. In fact, I've been feeling pretty much like a failure all week.

First, there was the tests (and test results), the homework, the projects (ugh), etc. They were all simply horrible.

Then there was my stupid, stupid mistake.

After much (for lack of a better word) begging from PX and Sheryl (Rayy simply stones at the TV), I did it.

Like an idiot.

I had so much stuff to say, so many questions to ask.

But I just kept quiet.

I knew he wasn't going to answer me anyway. Or he'd probably get too annoyed and put down the phone. Either way, it would be ugly.

So I didn't say a thing, except apologise.

On a lighter note, we had "educational" card games from 11pm to who knows when. I retired earlier than the others and even had to "drag" Ines (who was already falling asleep) back to the room. But it was a super high night, with laughter, cheers and plenty of screaming. It was a wonder no one heard us.

I'm kind of looking forward to tomorrow. It'll be the first time I'm allowed to relax in weeks. But it'll be back to mugging like hell after that.

Sigh.