Not Now, Not Ever
Monday, June 22, 2009
, 3:13 PM
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Emotional Welfare Nobody gives a shit, so why should I?
Physical Welfare Likewise.
Mental Pathway Forget this. Let's move on.
Mental Welfare Cliffhanger.
Current Mood Stressed, pissed AND disappointed. Not a very good combination.
Just when I though you were gone for good, you showed up again.
One last time.
But you left without a word.
Not even "goodbye".
I wish you'd disappear from my life forever.
Then I'd finally be free.
Free of the pain. Free of the sorrow.
Free of the past.
So don't ever come back.
Not now, not ever.
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The Site
[thuh-sahyt]
PARADISE
[par-uh-dahys]
A place of extreme beauty, delight, or happiness.
When I say that this site is "Paradise in Print", I refer to it a paradise, a beautiful, delightful, happy place found in print. This site is, essentially, my "happy place". It's what I love doing, what brings me joy, even in my darkest hours. It was first created on
April 20, 2008, and somehow inspired me to build up my portfolio as an aspiring writer, having allowed me to discover my love for writing in the first place. These words comfort me, when I feel the emptiest.
Profile
[proh-fahyl]
VANESSA
[vuh-nes-uh]
means "the butterfly",
and is of Greek origin.
JH206, NJC, Western Dance
I'm your average girl-next-realm and typical English Literature freak who has been roaming the Earth since
August 26, 1996. And yes, I'm also perfectly aware that that makes me a natural born
perfectionist. In fact, I'm more than just aware of it- I'm
proud of it. Music and writing are loved, just as bunnies and chocolate covered Pocky sticks.
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DESIRES
New Piano
Trip to Venice, Italy
Trip to Walt Disney World in Orlando, Florida, USA
iPhone 3G S
Blood Promise
Burned
Airhead: Runaway
Trip to New York, USA
Trip to Zurich, Switzerland
Trip to Universal Studios Singpore
Spirit Bound
Blue Bloods
Masquerade
Revelations
The Van Alen Legacy
Misguided Angel
Wolf Pact
Macbook Pro
New in-ear headphones
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